Dear Diary...

well, it's a new year. 2005. couldn't have been more different in my life. i've never felt so free since before i started school life. :D woah. but the downside of it is...i don't know what to do with myself now. supposed to teach andrew for my pocket money. i think i'll vomit blood before that. yesterday he really scared me by not knowing how to divide fractions and forgetting how to complete the square for quadratic equations. *shock shock horror horror* i really hope he's just playing around with me. i constantly think that he should have ddropped amaths. it's a liability. he'll be better off forgetting it and concentrating on something else eg chem or chinese. ok lah, it's only the beginning of the year. maybe he'll pick up eventually.

other stuff. the mj choir is having their orientation one of these days. hope the coming batch is better and lives up to expectations. went down the other day for the alumni meeting and got the full picture of the situation. the attendance thing is only a small part of the whole story. found out that it's not totally their fault that kwei is leaving. anyway, kwei says he'll stay on ren qing. so they better be darn nice to kwei these few times. induce him to stay. but they need support too. so hopefully the alumni can help out here. problem is that most of the guys except paulus are going to army. don't know what's going to happen when that happens. the gals aren't exactly an active group. well, we'll see.

the church choir had their meeting the other day. now i have 2 posts. cantoring and apprentice organist. i guess it's ok. more stressed about cantoring thing. but it'll be ok after a while. made andrew sing the response in his silent night voice. he's so pissed. but i hope he follows my advice cos he sounds real good with his silent night voice, compared to ususally. more choral than throaty. hoping he can pull it off on sunday.

i don't believe i'm saying this but i actually miss going to school. i cannot believe i'm saying that i miss naresh. seriously. really miss going to school, attending lects and tuts, miss ho, mdm yew, dr s, mdm heng. miss hanging around with my friends esp the choir and lit lects. miss looking out for my crush. btw, monday, at 6.45 am, dr s msged me "wake up! wake up! you're all late for school!!" gave me a shock cos i panicked. what if i got it wrong and i'm supposed to be in school?! but sadly, not.

next, in case people are wondering about me n my crush, i saw him the other day. he said he'll write to me. still haven't though. hate to say this but very likely he won't. but i'll think better of him, maybe he'll write.

watching clay aiken's video clips now. omg!!! i just love him. he's taken over my celeb idol status from david copperfield. OMG! people that can't get enough of clay, go to this site for american idol clips of clay. http://www.claytonaiken.com/thatvoice.asp i'm a bit lagging i think. :D the new american idol is coming up already and i'm still at this season. haha! who cares?!